What are you up to?

Remember the friend that used to disturb me especially during exam period?

alright here begin her drama again.. SMS me at this time just telling me she feel lazy to study and feel herself have no confident at all for this time exam and she just simply read through. Hey, let me tell you the way she simply read through n lazy are..She finished study all.. Finished up all past year questions and almost everyday go to campus to consult lecturer. That's how she define lazy as.. I am so speechless when I saw her msg.

And she kept on thinking that lecturers don't like her.. just because the lecturer didn't greet to you but with me.. I keep on telling her she cut her hair until this way how people can recognize her in just a short time. How paranoid is her!

Then, almost every time before any paper begin, she will tell me "Haiz.. Nvrmind la. If can't pass then just retake can d lo" ...when results released, her results always above 3.0... I shoot her directly in the message.. told her that everytime she said so but her results turned out to be above 3.0 also.. then i said others those even worse de going to die d if she said so.. She told me that was luck.. I tell her "yourself know is luck or not".. I am not that good temper and have extra patient keep looking at how you acting your drama in front of me.

For a moment, I really feel like wanna ask her "What are you up to actually by telling me all these?"

Perhaps she is really just wanna find someone to share how she feel, but sorry, along this 2 years, I am clear with what kind of person you are.. Maybe my BF was right, she is playing psychological game with me.. Whenever she again telling me all those stuffs, I just get really annoyed!

You have so called "Luck" but I don't have.. and other people too. Guess thats why you can have so many free time to disturb people while my life have to be upside down for revision.

I believe in our hard work will get paid.. There is only 10% luck for what we get paid..So whenever I wanna give up, I have to remind myself in that way, Suffer now and enjoy later.

Time to start engine again! AZA!! Fighting! 9 more days going back home =))