Greedy

Done my 3rd paper today, erm..I have no Idea how should I describe the paper... Calculation parts are quite challenging.. Didn't manage to answer well for those parts...But lucky enough the paper comprised more of theories questions... so my hard work didn't being wasted.  Can write fluently what are in my mind for those theory parts.

After I done my paper, one of my friend told me firmly "I am very sure I am going to repeat this paper dy.." haiz.. I feel so bad.. Then when I back home, opened up FB, people who just took the paper all complaining how tough is the paper as well... I read their comments.. And I think for a while, perhaps, Am I demand too much? People asking for Pass.. But I ask for A..

I am not giving myself excuses to be lazy, just that.. perhaps I really should use another way round to see how exam should be.. of course I still have to achieve my dream to be the First class degree holder..

Hmmm...I am having serious conflict of emotions.>< in fact, who can tell me is it a good thing being so demanding and bring high expectations for myself?

I wish the last 2 papers won't be too mean for us.. Can you 2 be little bit kind with us? Going back home in countdown for 4 days! All the best for myself^^