Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Final Semester

After the 3 months internship, here I am back to the study life again for the last semester of my Bachelor Degree.

The part I love the most for being an intern is that throughout the 3 months I don't need to touch any notes don't need to sit for any exams.except is that working life is really dull and tiring compared to study life.
After the 3 months "holiday", back to here for my study life, I found that it was so stress and tired & I can't get my study mood back...

There are a lot of works waiting for me to do, assignments, tests, and my Final Year Project, but I am still feeling so lazy eventhough I am so stress for it, It getting worst when the due date for FYP is around the corner and yet there are still so many parts haven't really completed yet. And even worst, for those assignments all those group members are being so rely on others to tell them what to do, what I got everyday is messages asking me what to do and how to do. Hey, it's your assignment too right? why keep asking others instead telling others what to do.. when you tell them to meet up for discussion, they will tell you how many midterm tests they have coming next week, and Hello, same do I okay?

Everytime my friends, I mean my best friends keep telling me they are so afraid of can't complete the works on time, actually I feel the same too. But I know I can't being defeated by pressure and can't show it out my nervous at this time, If I do, things will get into mess.

Bunch of works waiting ahead, I can foresee how many sleepless nights are waiting ahead too. So what should I do? I can't even find a time to back home.. I miss my home my family so much... :'( Each time Mum asked me when will I be going home, I just can answer I really don't know, she sounds so disappointed... Hey mum, trust me, I feeling as bad as u did....

What should I do? Instead of resisting it, I think I just can try to accept it and work on it since this is probably the last time being a student dy, so let's just enjoy it..
I am so freaking stress right now!!! *Shout Out Loud*!!!!

1 comment:

Lin said...

Rush for your final sem towards your study life goal and leap over all the obstacles ahead. Just few more steps and the goal is there waiting for u d =D At the same time enjoy your study life cuz after that it will only be a lovely memory that U will wish to go back after graduate..

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