I am Busy~~

Short semester now, week3 now.. and yet I am still like don't really aware of what is happening don't really know what is going on for everything. Already week 3, already attended classes for 6 times for each subject and yet I still feel like I am losing in the middle of nowhere; I feel like I am still not following yet; I feel like I am still busying to organize my time and even adapt myself to this hectic life! FUHH~~

Even the weekend spent on hometown made me feel so guilty because I should use the weekend to do my stuffs so i won't be so busy as now.

I get angry easily; I feel annoyed easily and I lost my patience easily. I feel like wana cry out loud to release how "Pek-Cek" am I right now. ARGHH!!!

And today when found out that I can't back home to attend my cousin's wedding made me feel even worst T^T I got a call from mum and she sounds disappointed I couldn't back on this weekend and got a text from sister, reminding me don't skip any meal; reminding me if not enough money rmb to take from her and she said she feels emo too after knowing i can't back on this week. =(( I miss home so much now. >.< aiks! I cried immediately after the phone call and read the text. You know, family is always the best medicine for you when you re feeling so bad eventhough they made you cry but you that no matter how they are always there, even though there are miles apart from you. But the hearts are always bonded together.

I love my family until there is no words can describe how much is my love, no matter how, as long as I can spend my time with them I feel really satisfy, by acting like a small kid talking n joking to them made them laugh; hugged them before I leave home; making noise until they feel I am so noisy but they are laughing and missing my noise when I am not around.

Hmmm... I wish the time could stop right now where parents will never getting older and the happy moments are always there. =( I would rather exchange my everything to make my parents stay healthy and young always without any illness><

*BIG SIGH!* Class again tml, and even worse, just a class for one and half hour to campus. Issshh. Alright, look at the bright side, holidays are ahead very very soon since its ady Week 3 now. Aza Aza for me!!

Time to sleep at this cold raining night. =) Gud Nitez everyone.