Stronger

Things happened when I was on the way back home after went to old town in Kampar.

At one junction, after I had made sure that no more cars are coming i was on my way going to turn left, but then suddenly a Silver color Vios horned me! and both of us brake immediately. she keep showing different hand sign like scolding me. At first I thought it was a student, I am sure its not my fault she came out frm no where out of a sudden! But yet I stil trying to show her a sign I am sorry. Then, things haven done yet, she keep horned me at my back, and keep use her car light flash me, I thought she was angry and wana cut my queue, but then in front there was a big bus and van I can't find any other way to give her the way d, so what I can do is just trying to speed up so she can pass by me.

When came to another junction I saw she show the opposite signal with me I felt so relieved thought everything is fine, den she suddenly came to beside me asked me stop down beside the road, I have no other choice, she just seem like keep following me. I felt so frightened, I ask her what happened, she keep scolding me non-stop like I am the one doing wrong, she looked so angry and both us went down from car and check ,neither hers nor mine have anything but she stil unwilling to let me go, summore asking whether I am Kamparian and asked for my name said wanna go to school find me. Then, I was like...WHAT THE FUCK!! (Sorry I am really too angry! just let me be!) Shit Damn You Obasang! I keep asking her : Auntie since nothing happened, I apologize d, and I am just a student why are u keep forcing me??I swear I really not on purpose to come out on sudden and I swear I am not those reckless driver and I swear I really didn't saw your car when I was about to turn out.." Then that palia stupid bullshit kanasai and cacat aunty still keep scolding me!!

Then one motor passed by keep watching us, I swear! This is the most embarrassed & humiliated moment in my life!! I can't fight back, I was afraid she wanna do something else like ask me to police station or really going to UTAR find me, I know I didn't wrong, i swear I really drive slowly show my signal and I double-checked before I wanna turn out from the junction, But I don't have anybody with me on that time, I didn't bring enough cash, I just have RM50+ with me on that time, I am just a student.. If she really going to do anything, what am I suppose to do? I feel so helpless so frightened on that moment. After that when I was talking halfway she just ignoreed me and get into her car, I feel really so bad! What a rude aunt! what a terrible person here!

I should question her back on that moment, how if the person facing this situation and being scolded by person one is your own daughter, how do you feel? Since nothing is happening I apologized for more than 10times you re still unwilling to let me go treating me like I deserve all these!

I went to Tesco after that, walking around without a clear direction just to shop around, thousands thoughts came into my mind, my heart felt so hurt felt so bad, I don;t even dare to tell my mum what had happened, i can feel how she going to feel after I tell her.. I just can pour it out here. Nobody was there helping me...Can you feel how helpless am I standing beside the road being scolded by someone....

I feel angry... feel sad..hurt and helpless... I really didn't do anything wrong but why I have to accept those words.. I can't feel any 人情味here... its really so cruel when she is scolding me.. I am just a student.. even after I clarified I am just a student and told her everything she still said that i was trying to run away after all.. again~ What The Hell is in ur mind aunty!! terrible attitude and mindset.

Anyway... I swear I would never come back to here again after I graduated and leave her! No offence but based on what I have observed, Perak's people really kind of insane and rude and kanasai!

Suan le ba.. Hope everything will be fine after all... Wish me a good day. =(