Un-Care

You're no longer important for me..

I did all I should do in our friendship, but since you knew that guy and became couple, You changed so much. Looked like your BF is worth more than me this best friend..

Remember years ago, when I first have BF, what you did to me? You msg-ed and scolded me why always stick to him rather than you, why always talked everything about him during our outing, you feel annoyed. You feel that I abandoned you this best friend, since then I chose to spend my time with you more than him because no matter how my friends always have the priority than my bf. It's the fact never change. But then, you are the one taking the position of the last time me.

I won't being so irrational scolding you for such stupid matters. I knew the feeling when you are fall in love. Sincerely, I feel happy for you finally found the one for you after craving for such a long time. I do. But disappointment is even bigger. Looking at how you changed from time to time.. even finding nonsense excuses to reject my invitation for breakfast just because you wanna go to his house. & even worse, you don't even allow me to go for meal with another 2 friends ourselves, you're asking me to make sure that during every outing I must ensure you re with us. Sorry, This is really ridiculous! When I found it out, my heart sink to the lowest point ever.. I tell myself, if you have to use this lie to reject me, I m sorry putting you in such a difficult predicament, I will never feel sad for whatever you do to me.

It's really hard to control how I feel & my emotions, but after some times, looking at how you behave, all the topics surrounding him, reject dinner with us just wanna go with him, I won's stop you.

Someone told me, "don't even care for such person anymore. They don't deserve any concern from friends. If they feel BF is their everything let them go, u had done your part well. They will turn back to you when they break up." Of course I don't hope break up will happen among my friends, but if it really happens, and at that time when you turn back to find me, I will guarantee, I will no longer be available.

Because you choose the relationship over our friendship, rather than feel sad everyday for this, I will move on. I will look at the bright side. I will tell myself, Congratz finally get rid from you this trouble.

Remember every decision every actions you re doing now, don't blame anyone especially me when you find that nobody no longer beside you but only him. You choosen this not me. :)

*I am not jealousing for anything, I am not cursing your relationship, but just to remind you to be responsible for current decision. *