Expectations= Disappointment

Few days ago I received a phone call from Benjamin my Utar foundation classmate who is currently working at HOng Leong Bank. He started the conversation with a prank! It really shocked me! He offered me a personal loan..=.= & I almost end the call immediately because I know it clearly that it is impossible for me to get a loan at this age@@ Then when I said "No need thank you and bye~" He immediately said "Wei~its me Benjamin la!" Then I straight away "Wei~ Like this play me! Scareed me lo u!"

Then, he asked me to hang out together & said he long time never see me d, at first I feel kinda awkward to meet him back and summore Vinci is coming along. Honestly, I don't feel like wana spend my holiday time with her. =X Sorry I know it sounds hurt.

Then, Today we met up~ Bring them to Bukit Tinggi Aeon, and due to the time was too late d.. so we just able to have a drink at Igentis and walked around then they came to my house... They were the 1st 2 uni friends visited to my house! @@

At first before we meet, I was so excited although with a little bit reluctant.. But still yet they are coming to find me, so I was expected for a lot of plan~like bring Vinci to the place i used to shop alot, bring them for "Da Tou Tie" My favourite! And expect have a lot to talk! Then, none of it able to success to work. =( What I got was everything about her & her bf stuffs along the whole outing... I expect to have a picture together since we seldom can meet Benjamin... I know I know I love to take picture so much... but photos are so important to keep a meaningful moment forever. Also fail to do so...

It's kinda weird to see Vinci at my house@@ maybe I didn't expect she will appear here in such a situation ba.. yet her attitude made me feel so disappointed.. her BF is her everything and her whole world now... It's like a knife stabbed straight to my heart... I feel really so bad... When you no longer the priority to your best friend, its really feel so pain.. =(( Too bad, noone able to understand how I feel right now... NOBODY can understand...