Thursday, April 28, 2011

Last Day for Us





Hmmm~Feel much more relaxed after finished 4 papers.
But heart getting more & more heavy...
It's the last day for me & Ah bii to stay here together...
The last time I countdown still left 16days..
"Shoo~" 16 days, 15days passed..
I hate time to the max! It always grabbed over ppl's happiness quickly without any hesitation! I hate you Mr Time!!

And the worries about the situation will be after we separate never ends...
Tears flowed out of control almost every night...
I have confident on you for sure...
But I am afraid the life without you...
Life without someone always there for me when I need love, care and help...
It's you, Ah bii~

How much I wish I can act like a kid ask you to stay down no matter how...
I wish I can act like a kid cry out loud in front of you to make you stay down!
I wish I can act like a kid pretend to ignore your worries just to ask you to stay with me..
But I can't...

Will miracle happen? Will you stay down? Or can I leave here? ><
The final 20 hours we have at here... T-T
I always wish for holiday to back home quickly...
But this time, I rather that I could stay here longer with you...
The moments I packed my stuffs,
Cried again...
Feel so down...The room is occupied with your shadow here & there...

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不舍。如释重负

分手的过程当中,对于我而言,最难受的是他和我说他觉得他做了一个很对的选择,就是分手因为他觉得轻松多了。他说他不用再烦关于我们的未来。 难受是因为一直以来我还一厢情愿的认为我们对我们的未来都很有憧憬,殊不知他却中途下车了,殊不知原来一直以来他都为我们的未来而感到很烦恼。我以为我...