NEw.HeaRt

Now i m here...at a new environment again...hmmm~

Hmmm~Let's talk about today's morning my mood n mind...
My breakfast was fried mihun n one cup of hot Tea'O~
will purposely tell here wat is my breakfast is cuz of this 2things made me think of my life at kem...this 2things are quite usual be our breakfast there...haha~
Just keep imagine myself are ready to go for Camp again...
along the 2-3hours journey to Kampar,here...
i'm keep sms-ing with those friends at kem...they keep told me what they doing now...
made me kinda envy they are so nice can still stay at there...
how strong is my desire to get back to there n join them with all the activities again..
they are going for Khidmat Komuniti tml n Desa Jaya on wednesday...
but i can't...and i wouldn't have the chance anymore...
Yesterday night, looking at the "Wishing Tree Music Box" that butter gave me...
I made a wish =)
I wish that time could flow back...flow back to the time I m inside the kem...
Perhaps it will come true tonight??who knows ^^

I never think before I will leave house and go to such a far place for Uni life...
but today...It happened...
I knew that It's not a 2months journey like NS anymore...
But...It's a 4years journey to go...
the stuffs i packed are almost same as i packed for NS...
But...the destination I m going for...the reason I m holding...
No longer the same...
This time...I dint cry...
Perhaps I m already become independent after went for NS?
or perhaps...there are sister n dearz accompany me here..

Dunno what's going to be for my 1st day at Uni life...
Dint have any mood to think of it as my heart really still stick at some where else...
>.<


I guess...it's my bed time...
this time...there are my daughter accompany me...^^
going to oioi with my dearz~ Hopefully tml is a nice day...
coming up next---"my uni 1st day"
gambatte for me!!^^ nitez...