FAr apart

yesterday jus back from Penang.
sent my sister to there for her industry training.
Hmmm~kinda unwilling apart to leave her there.but really luckily her bf,Isaac was along too~at least someone would take care of her.
aiks~yesterday about 3sth leave Penang, sister sms-ed me~
asked me to study well, asked me take care,asked me not to feel sad for my result anymore.
and somemore apologize to me because of can't celebrate my birthday with me again~
dunno what to say~i know that time she was crying~so i dun dare to say more~ just simply joking with her~trying to cool her down~
but myself too crying in car~
dun dare to let parents know,they sure will laugh at me~
try so hard to cry silently and bear my emotion~
aiks~a girl alone in a stranger place~somehow surely will feel lonely and afraid..
about 5jours journey only reach klang~ aiks~so tired.
as i reached home.,couldn't bear it anymore,cry in bathroom~feel so sad~haih~
sister called mum and she was crying again~
mum said sister will never know she cried like that make us feel sad and heart pain too~
>.<
this year my birthday celebration going to out of her along again~
she always thinking that i want her to prepare birthday gift for me,
but she never understand,for me,
whole family stay together celebrate for me is more worthy than a present.
what i need is all family members gather and celebrate but not a thing~

jie~will be missing you!
take gud carez of urself there aa~
guan yin ma~must bless my sister =)