Saturday, May 5, 2012

Distance of Msia-Thailand (4)

Day 5, (4th of May)
36 days more to meet dabii, 6 days more to back home
PHEWWW~~Finally done for all the memorization subjects..  And because of these 2 papers we didn't able to chat much, I keep on urged him to do his things and I have to continue my revision, I'm sorry bii =(

Yesterday he fell asleep when he was doing his revision for today's test, I smsed him, called him, MSN-ed him but I got no replies, I feeling so helpless and lonely for a moment, and I just realized that is the feeling if my world without him, Finally he picked up my call, He said he don't know how he fell asleep actually and it just happened like this, I cried when I heard his voice, perhaps I was too stressed for today's paper too, I just feel like I need him so badly =( I know I have been a little bit too sticky but that is just who I am.. >< 

Again, my time really getting more and more messy now... This morning I slept at 8am, or 9am@@ and I didn't sleep for whole night, i was impressed by myself too =.='' keep on occupied my brain with all those Credit Analysis notes, alot of Sections, Benefits, processes, procedures, etc..done for this chapter then forget another chapter that I have memorized, and I keep on repeat and repeat and read out along my revision till my throat almost wore out~Slept for 2hours then went for my paper...

He went for night market there tonight and went for Motion Master there cost RM20 each person and according to him, it was much more fun and better than Genting one.. haha. =D Bring me there next time to try it too, k? =p

Done my paper at 5PM, went for dinner with friends and reached home at 7Pm, for sure I have to take a good rest to enjoy my TV and lay on bed doing nothing, then I take a nap at 8Pm.. and received a call from mummy, she asked what am I doing, I said I am sleeping, she was so shocked, asked me whether had my dinner, asked about how was my paper today.. I was bit blur that time but I just feeling so warm can hear her voice hehe.♥ ♥Then, I woke up at 11sth =.='' and yet I am still feeling so sleepy... ><



 My phone screen this few days =D I can see u anytime now ♥ ♥
 The sky at 2pm >< Hot! I can't see any clouds!
 The sky at 7.30am~Good morning world ♥ ♥
 And my study table really so messy =.='' haha!
2 more papers to go and 5 more days to back home ♥ ♥ Gonna speed up my revision and don't want to make myself so rush anymore. Aza Aza!!

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不舍。如释重负

分手的过程当中,对于我而言,最难受的是他和我说他觉得他做了一个很对的选择,就是分手因为他觉得轻松多了。他说他不用再烦关于我们的未来。 难受是因为一直以来我还一厢情愿的认为我们对我们的未来都很有憧憬,殊不知他却中途下车了,殊不知原来一直以来他都为我们的未来而感到很烦恼。我以为我...